| Location | Littlehampton |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 801 since 06/07/2007 |
| Creator |
When I found out I was pregnant for a second time on 16th Feburary 2007 I was absolutely thrilled,
we had been trying for eight months so it was wonderful to finally see two lines. However after
having two early scans I was informed the baby had sadly died & underwent an D&C operation.
After this I became very depressed & not only worried my friends & family, I also was
starting to scare myself at how low I was getting so I have sought help from my friends, family
& doctors & am starting to pull myself back up again.
I have since discovered that my baby was a boy & that the probable cause of the miscarriage was
thickening of the blood restricting the flow to him.
I decided to name my baby & create this site to help me move on & give me somewhere to come
on bad days for comfort & know that he did exist as a person, although it was only a few weeks
inside me, he was real.
Although Ciaran never got a chance to be born he will always be with us in our hearts with a
knowledge that we will meet one day in heaven. His big sister will always remember her little
brother who went to be with the Angels. Sleep well my precious boy.
I could say I have no idea what you are going through, but I really, truly do know. There is no pain like losing a baby - there really isn't. I am lost without my twin girls, who were born three months early this year. There is nothing but a heavey and unbearbale weight in my heart and I know that you feel it too.
It really has helped me to talk to other Mums who have also lost babies via the stillbirth and neonatal death society forum - so feel free to post on there. It helped me anyway. You feel so alone and lost - especially if you're on mat leave (like I am currently). If not, I really hope that you have someone to talk to that will listen and help you in anyway you feel.
I hope that my little girls are looking after your angel Ciaran in heaven.
I wish you gentle days ahead,
Catherine Mercer x
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